Positive Change

I had to take a break from my Blog.  I tend to feel overwhelmed at times and so I have to take time and just be with myself sometimes.  It's just how I operate I guess.  While I was away from my Blog I had some Great things happen.  I went back to work Full Time, My Fiancé and I bought our First Home and things are moving in the Right direction.  I'm extremely Grateful for the things in my life.  Although,  Sometime there are things that get in the way.  Life is full of ups and downs and I truly feel I wasn't properly prepared for Adulthood.  But on the bright side of things I have the opportunity to learn and figure things out as life goes on.  I'm sure things will get better.  I'm just trying to take things one day at a time.  That's all I can do.  Patience! 

Well Have a Wonderful Day :-)
Nelle♡

Growing thru Life

I am glad to be aware of how I'm growing as an individual. In my opinion your not living if your not growing through life. There is so much to see and do in life to become accustomed to the same thing everyday. We have to expand our Souls and enjoy every moment we have. Just my thoughts, So I choose to Grow instead of Going. There is a Big difference, when your Growing life is fun, exciting,  inspiring, interesting, more bliss, more to look forward to, Thriving. When you Going through you are Stressed, overwhelmed, worried, unhappy, feel like life is against you. So I enjoy being Happy and that's what I focus on.
Nelle-Love Light, Loving life

Confidence

Confidence is a Beautiful Gift. And it's even better when one is aware of their Confidence. To be sure of oneself, have a mind of your own, a positive outlook on life, Reassured in ones ability to make things happen. It's amazing to me, that we all have the ability to make our dreams reality.
I needed my flame to be resparked. I lost my Fire but because I love myself so much it didn't take long for me to get back on my path of Well being. I know I need my confidence in myself to overcome any obstacles that may try to get in my way. We have this life to Live it, so that's what I'm doing with my time here. Simply making the Best of what I have and moving forward. Nelle-LoveLight,LovingLife

Life is Beautiful

I'm so grateful for my life and my time on this planet. Although there can be endless amounts of Negativity (low vibrational) energy that try to consume the minds of people. I choose to lead my life full of optimistic, gratitude, oneness, positivity and looking for the pro in situations. And I'm totally okay with my decisions and life. Loving myself through all my ups and downs (life lessons). Our challenges are here to make us Stronger not defeat us.
Nelle-LoveLight,Love Life

Smile

When things are rough for me I try my best to hold on to positive thoughts. Sometimes life has its way of trying to bring you down but I'm learning this life will let you down if you allow it. We have to Remember our Strength and hold on to it. Continue to believe things will get better even when they feel like they aren't. Keep Moving Forward and have Faith. A Smile goes a long way. It's always nice to see a genuine from the heart well meaning Smile. I know I appreciate it.
Nelle-Love Light, Love Life

Limitless

We all have Limitless Potential in each of us. I embrace the idea, after all everything is an idea virtually everything. Our thoughts are things that we don't even think about sometime. Now that I've become more of a conscious thinker my world continues to expand. Using your brain is something people have taken for granted. I enjoy new discoveries on my journey so I'm learning to embrace these changes and allow myself to simply Enjoy life without Regret and Fear.
Nelle-LoveLife

Episodes

I have been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder 1. I have a video on you tube where I speak about my experience here's the link https://youtu.be/TSkpiaiG8BU. Recently I had been dealing with some episodes that landed me in the hospital twice. This caused me to have to put my entire life on hold. My Wedding, Blog, YouTube Videos, Work at the hospital. My entire life, so I needed some time to get things back on track and I'm proud to say I was able to snap back and get it together. It took some time and I like to say I'm a work in progress daily, I'm striving to always be a better version of myself. That's my Personal Goal so I was able to get back to making my Videos which I enjoy doing just as much as blogging. So I truly believe in the saying "Love what you do and you'll never work a day in your Life". So I have my most recent video explaining what I had to deal with and my outlook on it.

Learning

Learning can be so fun and exciting. The process of learning,discovering, expanding yourself is wonderful. I feel a large part of life is all about discovering new things. I have recently discovered new ways to go about my own journey. Learning that my time is always my present moment and that's what really matters. Everything else just falls into the category of the past. Living is an Amazing Gift.Everyone we have we should be Grateful in it. And have an undoubted Appreciation for Everything. Nelle- Love Light, Love Life

My Thoughts

I am an open book, I love expressing myself. Especially when I realize something I was completely blind to. The more I write and read what I write the more Inspired I become. When I was a young girl I use to write so so soo much, It was one of my favorite things to do. So to be an adult and have this blog it gives me the oppurtunity to write like I use to but it feels even better now. I find time everyday working on my blog in some way shape or form. Mostly because I truly enjoy it and it's like my baby. So I want to nuture and take care of it because it's mine lol. I Love creating things it's been a passion of mine for some years now and only to discover I'm the creator of my own universe is such an amazing discovery. When I say "Mind Blow" and I get to share my Journey with my others that is so awesome to me. So I'm grateful, for everything because I get to be myself and I so love that and my readers here on the blog get to experience it with me and my viewers on youtube as well. One day at a time working on my craft!
Nelle- Love Light, Love Life

Your Destiny

It's our Birthright to enjoy life. We as Human Beings are fortunate to have this experience called life and so many take it for Granted. The only time in our lives that matter is Now, your present moment. Practice Meditation with Intention and find Inner Peace with yourself and the World around you will become Softer, Lighter, and Easier. Enjoy and Embrace each moment you have for it's our duty to Simply Enjoy Life.
Nelle-LoveLight,LoveLife

LifesChallenges

Life have been throwing hard pears at me recently and I can honestly say I haven't been prepared for them. I wonder sometime why there is so much emphasis on having a plan. When It feels like No one explains that while the plan is a good idea, along the way there will be unplanned events that may derail you. This Journey called Life is interesting to say the least. One thing for certain is "The Power of your Mind" can get you threw anything. Some days will be not so good and Some days will be the Best but Striving for the Positive Perspective Always Wins with One Day at a Time. When Life Happens we have to hold our Heads up and Believe with Faith in our Hearts things will always be Alright.

*Rest In Heaven Trae*

Clarity

Awe, to be able to Breath Again! I have asked and asked for my Intuition to return. I noticed it wasn't as present anymore as it was when I was younger and I wondered if it would return come. Indeed if you ask and you shall receive. It feels Good to reconnect with myself and return the unconditional love for myself, it excites me. Patience is what I know I need, I'm so ready to allow myself to grow continuously, life is a Growth process. I utilize my blog to share my experience. I'm learning through my journey it's not What I do but How I do it? To Imagine,Create, Visualize and Meditation as well as many other things that contribute to building a better future for myself and those around me. I remember a quote I saw my senior year in high school "When I think of my Future, Its so Bright my eyes burn"-Oprah Winfrey. 

When I saw it I felt as though I wrote those words myself. I'm building a positive future for my mind,body and soul. I'm so humbled by learning to balance my masculine and feminine. I experienced the Best Love one can Experience today, truly falling in Love with Channelle. I had the opportunity to CLEAR my mind,body and soul a cleanse I needed with Nature to become One again I'm so grateful words can't express the love I experienced nor is it meant to be :-) 
Love, Light, Peace, Joy, Happiness, Energy***
From Abundance, She see Abundance, She take Abundance & Abundance will always Remain :-)

*LandoftheFree*

The Power of Love

The Power of Love is Unconditional. Love is accepting 100% no matter what. You. I believe LOVE is when one is there for you despite what one is going through. If someone is sick and need you in the time of not feeling well. The best thing one can do is simply be there by showing Support, Understanding and Patience. I have to Continue Loving Myself and allowing My True Love to come to me. The Love that will never Forsake Me, Leave Me or Treat Me less of a person for not being PERFECT. True Love Stays, it doesn't run away from what is REAL. All is well with My Soul and the people whom Truly Love and Care for me are here they always have been and always will be. They are; Nelle, Sunnie, Nelleboo, Cocoa, Partly Sunnie, Channelle, ChanLei. They will always be true and will never leave me in my time of need. I'm grateful for true colors being revealed to me of others. A life without pain is a Wolf in sheeps clothes. I Embrace me Natural Girl 101 Loving Life. 

The Good Life ******

How to Identify Depression

Hello Everyone

Happy New Year

I'm so glad to be writing again. Blogging is so therapeutic for me, and last week was a the first time I couldn't bring myself to write no matter how bad I wanted to. I was struggling with myself and it was a real struggle. I felt myself "slippin" when I say slippin I mean I was trying so hard to self motivate and I wasn't feeling it. I am growing daily into my understanding of my Bipolar Disorder and in this growth process I am able to identify when I am going into what I call Low State of Mind. Where I begin experiencing low energy, negative thoughts, doubt, self criticism which are all no fun. So, I was able to rebuild my thoughts from the positive mediation I have been doing for the past month as well as my knowledge of knowing I don't need to feel depression or even move in that direction. The best thing I can do for myself is remember to be Grateful and completely refocus my attention on the right things. And I begin to feel better, My Fiance is a huge help with this and I'm thankful for him. Being able to understand when I'm shifting is a Good thing so that I can learn how to correct the problem before it get out of hand. Accepting and Learning how to live and have a productive life with Bipolar Disorder is Great, I know I will have challenges but I'm prepared to take on my tasks in life and complete them the best I can.

 Til Next Time :-)

 

Peace,Love, Positivity 

Stress

Hello Everyone 

Happy Wednesday

I have been working on getting my Life in Order which is very important for my Mental Clarity. I am writing about Stress today because with all the changes going on around me I have been really experiencing stress. I am working on ways daily to reduce my stress levels and the areas I know are triggering it. I recently went back to work and I am in a different department. I have to learn new people, material, and of course situations. I have learned I am not one who like change so much but I do embrace it because that's just part of life. Everyday is a New day so that means it's different already.

I have learned that the best ways for me to reduce stress is Yoga, Mediation, Making Bracelets which I have on my website: http://channelleleigh.weebly.com/, pottery which I'm excited to be getting back to and finally Cosmetology. I'm currently on break from school but that one of the other things I have a strong interest in. I like to stay busy and be creative and that's why I do so many projects. I feel like I need to stay busy and productive. I slow down when I feel I need a break, I love spas, messages, natural environments that make me feel one with the Universe. When I focus on good things, energy and vibes it's like my soul gets a cleanse in that moment and It's so beautiful.

I hope you all have a Marvelous Day 

LoveLife and All that it has to Offer :-)

& Remember to Smile "It's Free"

Transition

Hello Everyone

Today I'm writing about how I feel my life is in Major Transition. Recently I have come into a Understanding and Acceptance of My Bipolar Disorder more and more. I know this is my Reality and I have choosen to take whatever steps necessary for me to Overcome this and Not let it Overcome me. My Therapist made a Great point last week when she said to me, "You have to work Twice as Hard" and I do. I have so many moments throughout the day when I want to give up on myself. When I Utilize my Positive Affirmations to help keep me on track. These is what I consider my form of medication because it helps me better than a pill. I mentioned before having this blog and being able to write about how I'm feeling and what's going on wit me. Is one of my positive coping skills, I'm extremely grateful. 

 My YouTube Chanel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNGyzsTA4LTyLH_nQNJubNg . All these things are what helps me be able to push through each day. To promote positivity and believing it, truely becoming positive more and more each day makes things a little easier for me to handle things and when I begin to shift out of my happy place I have to regroup and center myself. Until I master my skills, I will practice them until I consider myself perfect in my own understanding.

You All Have A Wonderful Day ;-)

Positive Coping Skills

Hello Everyone 

Happy FRIDAY

I was off work for 2 months until last week and during my time off work, I sent each day  working on getting myself back together. I wasn't my normal functioning self. I began looking into Positive Meditation and Positive Affirmations. So I began practicing my Gratitude,Positive Thinking, I thoughts to myself why not give this a try and see how it work for me. And her I am back to Work, I continue my weekly Therapy Sessions, beginning to go to Support Group. I began applying Laws of Attraction to my daily life. I graduated from Partial a Psychiatric Day Program where I went Mon-Fri from 9a-3p on October 20, 2014. The activities we did where group therapy, recreational therapy and mediation sessions and coping skills. One important thing I learned was to apply Positive Coping Skills to my life to help reduce depression. 

I make Bracelets which I also consider one of my Coping Skills which are on my website under the My Store Page My Website: http://channelleleigh.weebly.com/, My YouTube Chanel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNGyzsTA4LTyLH_nQNJubNg and My Instagram: http://instagram.com/channelleleigh  and this Blog are all ways I can express myself and be an inspiration to someone else living with Bipolar Disorder or Depression. I also learned that I need a balance in order to function in everyday life. Society alone is difficult to live in but with consistently working on myself ,everyday have it's challenges but I work them out by re centering myself and making more rational decisions.

You All Have an Amazing Day :-)

Growth

Hello Everyone

I decided to write about Growth today because that is the process I'm currently in. After recently coming into Acceptance of being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I was diagnosed 3 years ago and choose not to accept it. After this recent manic episode I experienced, I decided I needed to educate myself and grow an acceptance this time around. 

I believe we grow as human beings everyday, we can learn something new in this game of life in every moment, encounter and experience we have. I am growing into my acceptance of my diagnose everyday. My decision to began this blog my You Tube Chanel all derived from my latest hospital stay. I felt the desire to want to be pro active about my situation.

Growing patience, understanding, humility and most of all Growing to know Myself. Accepting who I am and Owning it. I continue to think positively and utilize my coping skills which I consider to be (My Laws of Attraction) to be inspirational to others so they too can use their voice. Every individual have Rights to be who they are and everything they want to be without being ashamed of it. 

GROW to Love, Cherish, Protect, and Be Yourself. Despite what anyone else says: You are Amazing

You are Beautiful, You are Awesome, You are Talented, You are a King, You are a Queen and know that You are Worth It, Just Do You! 

Have An Amazing Day :-)

"Denial to Acceptance Video"

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Happiness

 

Hello Everyone

I enjoy talking, writing and thinking about Happiness, simply do to how some Amazing it makes me feel. Happiness put Smiles on faces and a Wonderful feeling inside. Smiles truly are contagious and believe it or not so is Happiness. Everyone wants those two things in their lives. It provides what I call a nearly "Unexplainable High". It's in our DNA to desire the experience of Freedom, Joy and Happiness. You begin to realize you can conquer virtually anything possible and the Good News is You Can. 

 I began blogging because it's a Great way for me to express myself through writing. I also thought this is a Great way to inspire others to pursue their dreams, goals and life aspirations. I believe one can do anything they put there mind to doesn't matter how small or large. It can be done! I have already decided to pursue my goals and dreams and I have seen doors begin to open for me. I begin each day with positive mental clarity about life and the Universe it shapes my reality to ensure I have a safe, productive and positive day. I consider Happiness a Blissful state of mind that everyone should be able to experience and enjoy. It's like how I felt when I experience my first bullet (sex toy). I was felt like every woman must experience this it is absolutely amazing. It even inspired me to start selling sex toys. :-) 

 And it's the same concept with applying Laws of Attraction and Believing in Yourself. Happiness is a state of mind everyone should want to be in. My life haven't been the same in the most positive way I can express it. 

Love Life, Enjoy Your Days, Pursue Your Passions, And Be Free. Everyone have the ability to do it. You just have to Believe in Yourself and watch what happens. Doors will open and they will Open Wide.