Positive Change

I had to take a break from my Blog.  I tend to feel overwhelmed at times and so I have to take time and just be with myself sometimes.  It's just how I operate I guess.  While I was away from my Blog I had some Great things happen.  I went back to work Full Time, My Fiancé and I bought our First Home and things are moving in the Right direction.  I'm extremely Grateful for the things in my life.  Although,  Sometime there are things that get in the way.  Life is full of ups and downs and I truly feel I wasn't properly prepared for Adulthood.  But on the bright side of things I have the opportunity to learn and figure things out as life goes on.  I'm sure things will get better.  I'm just trying to take things one day at a time.  That's all I can do.  Patience! 

Well Have a Wonderful Day :-)
Nelle♡

Accepting HELP

Hi There, I wanted to write about my video above. I speak about accepting HELP from the resources that are available to people with Mental Illness. I had know idea that there are Networks and Communities out here that help people with different illnesses lead healthy normal functioning lives. Before going through my own episodes and experiences I never really thought twice about Mental Illness. I just went through life kinda blind to the whole matter. I knew of it but never went into details of what cause mental illness of why do people go through different things when it comes to it. I was just Naive I would say. Now that I am more aware I can definitely see how serious and important Mental Health is. The last few episodes I've experienced leading me into the hospital was a real wake up call. So obtaining help was Vitally important to me and my well being. So I'm grateful for the Resources available and hope that anyone that may need help know that there are people to talk to and they aren't alone.

Joy

I became a blogger because I was going though a difficult time in my life and one day my friend introduced this idea to me to begin a blog. So I thought to myself "that sound like a good idea" So I began my journey into this blog world and It's growing on me. It brings me great Joy to express myself as well be creative, spread positivity and inspire. But honestly I do it for myself each day I have the opportunity to enhance my soul with the inspiration I share. It is assisting me on my own life journey of becoming a Better version of myself. And I'm truly Grateful for it. 

Clarity

Awe, to be able to Breath Again! I have asked and asked for my Intuition to return. I noticed it wasn't as present anymore as it was when I was younger and I wondered if it would return come. Indeed if you ask and you shall receive. It feels Good to reconnect with myself and return the unconditional love for myself, it excites me. Patience is what I know I need, I'm so ready to allow myself to grow continuously, life is a Growth process. I utilize my blog to share my experience. I'm learning through my journey it's not What I do but How I do it? To Imagine,Create, Visualize and Meditation as well as many other things that contribute to building a better future for myself and those around me. I remember a quote I saw my senior year in high school "When I think of my Future, Its so Bright my eyes burn"-Oprah Winfrey. 

When I saw it I felt as though I wrote those words myself. I'm building a positive future for my mind,body and soul. I'm so humbled by learning to balance my masculine and feminine. I experienced the Best Love one can Experience today, truly falling in Love with Channelle. I had the opportunity to CLEAR my mind,body and soul a cleanse I needed with Nature to become One again I'm so grateful words can't express the love I experienced nor is it meant to be :-) 
Love, Light, Peace, Joy, Happiness, Energy***
From Abundance, She see Abundance, She take Abundance & Abundance will always Remain :-)

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How to Identify Depression

Hello Everyone

Happy New Year

I'm so glad to be writing again. Blogging is so therapeutic for me, and last week was a the first time I couldn't bring myself to write no matter how bad I wanted to. I was struggling with myself and it was a real struggle. I felt myself "slippin" when I say slippin I mean I was trying so hard to self motivate and I wasn't feeling it. I am growing daily into my understanding of my Bipolar Disorder and in this growth process I am able to identify when I am going into what I call Low State of Mind. Where I begin experiencing low energy, negative thoughts, doubt, self criticism which are all no fun. So, I was able to rebuild my thoughts from the positive mediation I have been doing for the past month as well as my knowledge of knowing I don't need to feel depression or even move in that direction. The best thing I can do for myself is remember to be Grateful and completely refocus my attention on the right things. And I begin to feel better, My Fiance is a huge help with this and I'm thankful for him. Being able to understand when I'm shifting is a Good thing so that I can learn how to correct the problem before it get out of hand. Accepting and Learning how to live and have a productive life with Bipolar Disorder is Great, I know I will have challenges but I'm prepared to take on my tasks in life and complete them the best I can.

 Til Next Time :-)

 

Peace,Love, Positivity 

Growth

Hello Everyone

I decided to write about Growth today because that is the process I'm currently in. After recently coming into Acceptance of being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I was diagnosed 3 years ago and choose not to accept it. After this recent manic episode I experienced, I decided I needed to educate myself and grow an acceptance this time around. 

I believe we grow as human beings everyday, we can learn something new in this game of life in every moment, encounter and experience we have. I am growing into my acceptance of my diagnose everyday. My decision to began this blog my You Tube Chanel all derived from my latest hospital stay. I felt the desire to want to be pro active about my situation.

Growing patience, understanding, humility and most of all Growing to know Myself. Accepting who I am and Owning it. I continue to think positively and utilize my coping skills which I consider to be (My Laws of Attraction) to be inspirational to others so they too can use their voice. Every individual have Rights to be who they are and everything they want to be without being ashamed of it. 

GROW to Love, Cherish, Protect, and Be Yourself. Despite what anyone else says: You are Amazing

You are Beautiful, You are Awesome, You are Talented, You are a King, You are a Queen and know that You are Worth It, Just Do You! 

Have An Amazing Day :-)

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